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Friday, July 13, 2007

A new day

My little DS nearly came to grief in the bathroom last night when the cabinet he was getting the bubble bath out of collapsed on him and all the glass candles and bottles fell and crashed into a million pieces around him.

I was so scared when it happened. I saw it all in slow motion but I couldn't stop it. I picked him up and got him out of the way just in time for the cabinet to crash into my shoulder and not get him at all.

He's a very lucky little man.

My candles and bottles aren't in very good shape though. The ones that survived (not many) are now on the window ledge from which they cannot fall.

As if I don't have enough do deal with in my life right now. This is just one more thing to add to the list of things that have pissed me off this week.

8 comments:

angelfish24 said...

Sorry to hear of all the glass candles breaking. I'm glad your son is ok.
And, I am feeling for you for you miscarriage. I've never been through one but it must be hell. I hope things look up for you soon.
(hugs)

Chris H said...

Ahh so much shit happening mate! I hope like hell things settle down now and you get some peace in your life, and a new sense of direction... your life has been like a rollercoaster for the past couple of months and I am sure you deserve some good luck.... I think your wee man is lucky not to have been hurt last night.... that is one good thing eh? Start looking for 'good' things Bri, they ARE there, you just have to try and find them. Love and hugs mate.

Cinders said...

Hey Bri - thinking about you heaps this week. I hope you have an uneventful peaceful weekend. xx

Wanna_B_slimmer said...

Thinking of you this week Bri... I hope things settle down soon...
Biggest hugs...Nannette

Kathryn said...

Oh man, not good. But then it could have been so much worse. Hope you have a much better weekend with lots of chill out time.

Mel. said...

OMG I am so sorry to hear your news and hope things settle down and you have a quiet weekend.

Leighanne said...

Glad to hear that DS is ok...have also been thinking of you lots this week xxx

abc said...

Dearest Darling Beautiful Bri. Life is so heartless sometimes.... I don't know why we lose babies, and I tend to agree with you that this little one perhaps was not meant to be. But I don't know. Perhaps he or she was meant to be. I myself try to accept what 'is' because what happened can not be changed, even when it is unfair or unjust or unjust. Sometimes the sorrow and utter grief of what has happened or what 'is' seems to completely engulf and consume us and we think we may never get through it. What we can try to focus on, (as difficult as it is), and sometimes we have to give ourselves time to find that focus...but we can try to focus on how best can deal with 'now' and how to move forward...sometimes just one little step at a time. My heart breaks for you. But I know you will be ok because you will make it so, if only for that most beautiful of little souls who keeps you so very busy, happy and proud. He will grow up to be a wonderful man, a kind thoughtful man, who knows right from wrong and who will treaure his Mama for all his days. I'm so glad he is ok after the bathroom incident - see that's a good thing in itself. Remember what a wonderful person you are Bri. You are special and you make the world a better place just by being you. And I'm not just saying that - I only say it when its true and I know its true. Big hug Bri. I'm with you always in thoughts and vibes.